My Situation
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I am situated in a place in this area of the world.
Here there are men who are serving a sort of Latin man system of exploitation and capitalism.
I am alone and I can't see others who understand what I am addressing.They are trying to claim this man who had went by "Alexander the Great" as "theirs" because he is associated with power and dominance and they are lusty for being a predator and being in power.
They have him erected in stone in the middle of the placeSome of their beliefs is that land is property.
They keep saying things like "being from" it.
I do not support this, and they are a majority, I have been fighting for too long.
Man cannot own land. When did man gave himself right to name land?
They are not building sentences, everything they are saying is scripted and repetitive. No one asked me what I want, everyone around me doesn't care about what I want, they are afraid of me. They are all unconscious of the system they are supporting, I am dominated and none of them understand themselves.
I am a shaman (oracle) and I am reaching out;
I am reaching out, there isn't much animist understanding in the world. I must see others who understand to be closer and form a connection with one another. I continue to be separated otherwise.Man does not come from the land, in the same way a tree does not come from the land;
A tree does not come from the earth. This is not an origin.
The tree takes root in the earth and soil, is present in the middle, and is at sky (heaven/above) where there is flowering.The tree has connection and dependance on light, that which is above, and the fruit comes from above, where it also houses seed, and then, this fruit and seed falls from above, to then root in the soil once more.A tree is present: above, below, and at middle.
They don't tell me they are all serving the Latin system, I had to find this out through painful struggle. They are serving capitalism, which is lust for power and material wealth. They are not operating on a righteous class system, such as dividing the men according to spiritual, feminine virtue and capacity for responsibility and righteousness, and knowing each others place accordingly.Some years ago, I was outside, and men came to me, started interrogating me, I was alone, I called my mother, because they spoke a different language, and they took me against my will in their car, they groped me and shoved me, and took me there, and spoke to me in a different language, even though I am an English speaker.
I was not consenting, they broke my phone, they took my bag against my will, they touched my doll, and everything else in my bag, I was in pain.
They put me in a white room, and forced me to be there, later when my parents came, they spoke to them, but they thought they can do anything they want to me.
I never got any justice. My parents are demons, and never cared to do anything about it. They let that happen. They did not do anything.
I am alone and no one cares about what happened to me.When I, after, went to report, the man responsible for the two of them, told to me "you look very specific, if I saw you outside, I would stop you myself" and my father did nothing about it. I was told that, he had the audacity to say that to me.
Later then, he said to me, "do you see what he said, you should put up with it, because you choose to look that way" This is madness. This is not human. They are not human.This isn't the first time they had attacked and interrogated me. They lied, I had not been doing anything in either case, I was only existing in stillness. And they still attacked me.I tried to reach out on Reddit once, to speak about the abuse, and they deleted my posts and disabled my account.This place is very obviously, with all names and sound systems, of the "greek" system and way, but they are denying it.They are speaking Greek, they are using Greek words, and lying about it.
They are speaking Turkish, they are using Turkish words and lying about it.
They are speaking Bulgarian, all the same.They are completely unconscious and unaware of what they are speaking. The script itself was made by Greek missionaries, for God's sake. Districts around are named just the same as the names in Greece.If no one says anything about this situation, this madness may simply just continue to be in power.
I need to see this absolute insanity be addressed, otherwise the evil may prosper.My father's parents moved to this area, because they had been fleeing from the war, but he never addressed that.The reason this is happening, is because the area was named illyria, after the son of Cadmus and Harmonia, Illyrios. Harmonia as well, is the daughter of Ares, which is the warlike and barbaric fellow of the Greek side, who is also a child of incest. The reason they are denying the Greek descent is because of this.
He was hated by the rest of the gods, and he himself was hateful, he was at constant war with them, which is why he was cast out, but only into an area nearby the rest.They are very possessive and obsessive over the name "Macedonia", I don't think they understand why or how. This is there from the Greek word "makednos" which should mean "long/tall" as much as I understand currently.The area was referred to before as "Illyria" but someone somehow (allegedly this was a "German" man) got into the authority to rewrite it into "Balkan" which I am pointed to believe is a turkish word for mud and mountain, but then that other sound and title was forwarded into the Turkish currency "lira" because consciousness is money
It is obvious where the consciousness is going.
Why would a "German" man be in favour of propagating Turkish, in what sense;There were some men under the name "Dindari", and this also went into the currency. They are operating on "dinari/denari" they are sustaining the title, they are sustaining the sound and those men through money, because the more consciousness there is on the name the bigger it grows.I feel unsafe here, I have much to say about the world.There is also something going on with the Greek and Chinese sound system before anything else, they are somehow clashing/neutering/opposite. They have been spoken longer before any of the rest of the world's languages. It is right there, the truth is female governance, the world is female, it is all female governance.Gin = Yin
Kina = ChinaWhat I mean to say, is that there are no "ch" or "zh" "sh" "y/j" "w" "b" sounds in the Greek sound system. These sounds are not present/allowed. It is unGreek-like. The Chinese sound system operates completely on these sounds, but omits "r" and also "v" specifically, something which is cruicial for the other, along (re)ligion and therefore causing countering. The sounds are involved in the system, and therefore it contributes to the rest being present. This is blatant to anyone with any sense in them. They keep saying the origin is unknown, but this much is obvious. Sound does not come from outside only, but from within, sound is present within, but this is something that is borne and born, it is not something to claim possession of. They are not aware of the war they are serving, there is nationalism and war because they are not aware of this. The earthly world will always be self countering and neutering, but let there be understood how everyone is involved in this.(The Greek sound system is very "skeletal", I mean to say, it is the structure and cold/thin/light base of the world, the Chinese sound system revolves around released pressure/voice, in shorter variety. The written script is also opposite, as to whereas in the Greek script a word is composed of many but a single character, the Chinese script is one word written as a single character)There is also the Chinese agenda which is about sustained mass service to the "European" world, this implies this is where their labour and spirit, all the consciousness is going to, but this other side will be the one served."propagate, but don't really serve" is this "greek/European" agenda"serve, but don't necessarily propagate" is the "Chinese" agendaAnother thing is that porcelain and China are used as the same thing, and porcelain features bone ash in the mixture. The cowrie shells have been used and traded as money before, so there is much consciousness in the shells, and there is much cool, skeletal sounds in the Greek sound system.There's also something about cheese, cows maybe: It's not made and used in that region as far as I'm aware, even though beef is eaten. However, the soy plants are used in the same way that cheese is made by others.They have been lying to me for ages, they know I don't want to stay, they said they would give me a place to stay, but they never did. I don't wish to be with them, I never did.My father has touched me against my will. He was grappling me against my will. "I don't lie" he says, but this is a lie. He is lying about lying.
He has been with me, because he thinks I am his property, or part of him. "I love you because you are a part of me" these were his words.
He is using me to validate himself.
I remind him that he has a penis, I remind him that there is a Dragi, and that is why he wants to speak to me. This is not really about me I understand of course, he simply doesn't know who he is, he doesn't understand where the sound is coming from, he doesn't understand his parents are doing it to him, he doesn't remember, he isn't conscious, and that unconscious state is continuing to govern him, he is talking to himself, not me.
I am conscious, I can see him, but he cannot. I am conscious, but others are not.I am born conscious. I am conscious and I remember, I remember the colour of my crib, I know it was white, I have visions of that time. I am conscious at the time. I am conscious but the others are not and there is no talking sense to them.The situation with police brutality has happened more than once. The other time, they had come to me, when I was sitting by a tree, using my phone, and started demanding that I give them documents, then calling me 'retarded' while staring at me like they want to kill me, they harassed and chased me around the park, and then when I called my mother, they lied all about how they were "concerned" about me and just came "to ask if I was ok". She didn't do anything about it, and nothing the other time either.I have told them both, I have said very clear, I don't wish to be with her, but nothing I say matters to her.
I have said to her, if she cannot take care of me, at least give me another parent, but she doesn't wish to even do that.(she is attempting to be different, but what she has done is still what she has done)
She is attempting to be different, but she cannot change her nature. She is one of those sheep and working class, she is only able to sustain something which is in power. "Keep supporting the oppressor and keep victimising the victim"
"That which is happening should continue to happen"
I cannot speak any sense to her or another like that, they are completely unconscious, they are so many of them. I feel like the only sane person. They have no perception of absence, they have no consciousness, they have no reason or understanding, they have no sense of self other than forcing and being forced.Years back, many, maybe a decade or so, she kept inviting strangers into the building and they all, including her wanted to drug me against my will, constantly lying about them wishing to grant me a home which is what I wanted.I have borne witness to such senselessness and bigotry, such unconsciousness and abuse, such idiocy and malice in man is not human. The weight of their unconscious state I bear is fatal. They keep worshipping predatory mammals, they have been killing actual animals to sustain the artificial cat and dog they selectively breed. Those former beasts were found in the area referred as "Africa", but they had obviously exported them for abuse of power and predator cultivation. Man is capable of targeting the lesser predator, if the canines and felines are the lesser predator, it is this beast that is sensibly hunted, not an already targeted animal.
Those who cultivate the latter are blatantly addicted to stimulation, disturbance of peace, let this be addressed properly. They had also installed pipes for water and urine and poop and everything in the same pipe, instead of just doing that outside on the dirt or grass, sensiblyI do not have a place I can think of as home right now, these kind of places are where I feel at peace:
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I will know I am cared for when I see this in the outer world, not otherwise.
I will know my purpose and will is heard and cared for when I see impact and result in the world.
I will know, when I see justice served.
I will know that the truth, I will know that my message is heard, when I bear witness to this in the world.He joined the Hare Krishna community when his father died, to replace his authority. Dragi is not a religious man, he is not a respectful man, he is not a caring man. He is not conscious, or considerate, compassionate, none of these things. He is only attracted to power and authority.
He had been attending that place, and mingling and talking with all of those people there, and yet for so many years, no one had ever said anything or noticed it
If these devotees claim that worshipping and chanting mantras and songs, even fasting will align them with an ascended level of consciousness, then pray tell, why had no one said anything or noticed that Dragi is only there because of his obsession with power and sustained repetition. He has been going there for ages.This is also very important because this place is called "ISKON" and is there to mean "international society of Krishna consciousness" However, these are not actual temples, but rather, houses more so, rather than anything specifically built in a temple sort of structure. A woman lives there as if it is her house. There are not too many of these temples around the world, but the location is peculiar.he is in love with his father. He reproduced because of it, because he is disturbingly in love with his father, and he touches me because he wants something to remind him of his father. He talks and acts only in a certain way that his father did. The man doesn't exist as anything but complete worship over his father. Everything he does is to keep the man alive in a way. He is about 70 something years old right now, perhaps going to 80 even, I am not sure. I find him morbid and vile, he is senseless and bigoted. I find it terrifying that he is still alive and allowed to be alive in such a way. He kept finding situations to abuse me and blame and disrespect me. It is as if he reproduced to torment me, he wants to keep me in this "small" state, where he always wants to find a way to bully me and criticise me to cultivate some sort of authority over me or an image of a parent in his eyes.
He kept trying to find ways where I will be victimised so that he can play hero or this saviour, this image of a mentor or calm and controlled man that he worships. It is as if he enjoys to see me suffer and then likes to put himself in this position where he can "help" me, but I suffer because of him.It is as if he put me in this situation where I can't leaveI remember when I was younger, he used to wait until I would bite my lip and he would hit my hand. He grabbed me as if I am propererty, and grappled me some years back when I was crying when he was doing something i disliked, and the neighbours were watching, and just left once they saw it.I don't want a passport, not only did he do this, he knows that I cannot leave because the place is not considered "european"I find it horrifying to think a man like this is going about, having this done, I am not even his first son. He has another with another woman. He wanted even more, he told my mother.It felt always, as if everything is in his favour, because he is the one who wants to put me in this situation, he is the one who likes doing this, even if I clearly suffer and dislike being with him, I cannot express the dread and powerlessness, betrayal and shock I feel at the situation itself, not only at him.
41.9986760, 21.3974391
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He lives on this address, fifth floor, last door at the hall.